Gotta keep in mind my pacing

https://youtu.be/fSbXGsysAAk?t=14

not hate

hands pressed flat
breasts to chest
I think, when will I ever look like
the person that I am or look like
the voice inside my head
since I was a child?

When will I not hate myself today?

#vsspoem

I got an interview!

It's Aflac in Orlando but ... fuck it!? I might go. January 9th. Wish me luck!

I'll need an Uber to get there though. Better start trying to get commissions again, I suppose.

Buses, Aux, and Returns

https://www.blackghostaudio.com/blog/buses-auxes-sends-returns

Getting Started on Google Cloud Platform

Selling your art online

https://irevuo.art/2019/12/18/selling-your-art-online-what-to-do/

questioning

myself, the world, the spaces around me
where do I fit in?

what fits in me?

https://d.tube/#!/v/watercolorheart2019/QmRhYcVitmHc35Kb1yynYuj7tjUGuqr9ZSKuVwaD3WqozJ

This will probably go ignored. Hi, I was raped by CheetahJab and the FA mods did nothing so fuck 'em and fuck him too. Cheers!

http://faleaks.malicelabs.com/

https://pastebin.com/tBeHEkUa

Start Creating with Unity (Official Unity Beginner Tutorials)

Until the ribbon breaks - One way or another Lyrics

Blender 4D sphere particle effect

Hoping to conquer burn out again

I just want to move past the feeling of being unable to start something and jump right back into creating and losing track of time once more.

The past hurts, and the future is too uncertain. I just want to be present in the 'now'